Sometimes I find myself standing, almost outside of myself, wondering why I do this. I wonder what the people driving past think: that I’m someone doing a community service sentence or that I own this stretch of land along Hood River’s Cascade Street? Usually when I pick up litter, I carry a used-plastic bag, one of the many I’ve found and cleaned from previous litter pickups. Today I decided to pile the litter up, and the pile has grown to an impossible-to-miss size.

An hour?s work yielded this pile of trash picked up right along Hood River?s busiest street, Cascade.

[/media-credit] An hour’s work yielded this pile of trash picked up right along Hood River’s busiest street, Cascade.

I decided to pile it up, when it occurred to me how many people drive this road. Thirteenth Street ends here sending people onto what is Hwy. 30. On this late Friday afternoon, a steady stream drives past.

I feel good when I pick up litter: freeing plants from plastic bags or whatever covers them. They will once again get sunlight and rainwater after long hot summers. I usually get a peaceful feeling–like some kind of meditation, and so I try to do it with grace. But today, I feel some unfocused anger. Who or what to blame?

It’s dismaying to see how much accumulated in the months since I picked it up a year ago. I start to feel that I’m the only one who cares, the only one, period, who picks up litter. Other people tell me they do, too, but today I feel I’m the only one, heroic. I start thinking that the city, the county, and ODOT (who must own this stretch) should pay me to do this.

Once a guy walking behind me, as I made my way up the street picking up litter, told me I was on a futile exercise. But mostly through all the years, people have stopped or called out to say thanks. It always makes me feel great.

Years ago I sent away for a grabber. You can pick things up without bending over or getting your hands dirty. You ‘grab’ things that are just out of reach. Today it’s a big help, because the trash-filled bushes are so thick.

The first thing I pick up is a gallon milk jug half-full of now curdled milk. Holding my nose, I pour it out along the tall wood fence that lines this section. The white line stands out in the brown dirt. Moving a few yards west to avoid the smell, I start the pile with it.

I like people to see someone doing this happy, but today I’m defiant. Piece by piece the pile grows: an empty cigarette package, two chunks of rigid-black-plastic nondescript car parts, a liter pop bottle, a deflated pink birthday balloon–its perky message crumpled, candy wrappers, Styrofoam cups, potato chip bags, empty water and juice bottles, a brown-glass beer bottle, a plastic pop glass from McDonalds, a plastic container that once held cookies or crackers, innumerable plastic bags, another gallon milk container, a plastic clam shell, a newspaper advertising section, a smashed red plastic cup, paper sandwich wrappers, cardboard beer package.

The pile grows wider and higher till I begin to wonder if I will need to go up to the house and bring the pickup.

As passionate as I am about picking this stuff up, I TRY not to lecture. No one likes to be lectured. But I can tell you why I keep at it. I think that maybe this one plastic bag I pick up will not be washed into the sewer system, will not then sweep down the Columbia on into the ocean, and no sea creature will gobble it up thinking it’s some juicy morsel and fill it stomach with plastic that will slowly starve it to death. And I won’t have to see any more pictures that some good-Samaritan veterinarian will take of yet another sea bird, sea turtle, or whale with its belly cut open exposing a gut full of bottle caps, scraps of plastic bags, and bits of fishing line.